The message of the day is:

Be kind to animals!

I've really screwed up this time.
I'm too ashamed to ask you for forgiveness.

I hate myself.

They were right,
I am a wife-beater.

Just when I thought we'll never quarrel again,
Both of us had to lose our cool yesterday.
I'm really sorry,
I've been trying very hard to control my temper,
But I just lost it yesterday.

My parents are quarrelling everyday.
My bro's marriage is on the rocks.

Hell.

I know you're tired too.
Is it because our time is up?

Oh no it can't be.
I'll never stop loving you.
Our love will never end.

Never.

But what about our relationship?
What's happening?
What's going on...

I feel tired and drained.
Where is this all heading?

How can you say,
That I've not changed a single bit since the day we met?
Why do I bother to put in any effort at all,
Since it doesn't make a difference to you?

I know what I've done,
Is not good enough.
But that doesn't mean,
I haven't tried.

This is just so tiring.

Notice that the use of foul language,
Is few and far between on both blogs.
Haha.
I'm just trying to do a Linkin Park.

I don't need the word fuck to get my point across.
Wahahaha.

I'm starving!
Gonna go downstairs,
To see if my mum will boil some eggs for me.

This blog is mad!

Heheh.
Now Last Days is sharing,
The hit counter with I Feel Queasy.
I tried to find a new skin too,
Preferably a simple one that is mostly black.
But I couldn't find one to my liking.
Anyway,
I was too lazy to edit the template again.
Another day perhaps.

It's the holidays,
And I'm bored.
But you know what's ironic?
I love being bored.

I love the feeling of how,
I don't have to give a damn about the time.
Minutes fly by,
But I hardly look at the clock.
(Only to check for tv program listings)

Time loses its meaning during the holidays.
I don't have to wake up at a certain time,
I sleep when I'm tired,
And I wake up when I'm refreshed.
I don't have to eat at certain times,
So that I can make it in time to school.
Weekdays or weekends,
Don't make a difference to me.
I'm free everyday.
I believe,
That this is true freedom.

But my heart is not free.
Been plagued by nightmares.
I really don't understand why,
But whenever I'm having holidays,
I'll dream about having to wake up for exams.
Go figure.

A sudden fear struck me just now.
I'm so afraid that our love,
Will have to stand the test of a long distance relationship.
I'm so scared of losing you...