Monday, November 29, 2004

I've finally decided to accept the fact,
That it no longer matters what I write,
Or say to you.

Because you don't love me anymore.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

You have no idea,
How much it hurts for me,
To tell the person I love the most in this world,
Not to call anymore.

Yet,
I know I can never be your friend,
Because I will always love you.
I missed you very much today.

Friday, November 26, 2004

Please say you'll be my Goddess,
And let me worship you.

You once said that you'll always love me.

I'm not asking for much now,
I'm not gonna ask for the world.
All I want is for you,
To believe in me,
Just this once.

Let me love you once again.

I remember all the times,
I tried so hard to make myself fall for others,
In the end,
I realized that the person I end up hurting most,
Is myself.

I'll be good this time,
I swear,
Because I never want to go through the pain,
Of losing you again.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

She doesn't know how much I love her.
She has no freaking clue.

Do you ever go through the archives?
This blog is filled with letters that I wrote to you.

Pieces of my heart that I had hoped to share with you.

I know I was so wrong, I know.

I'm sorry I never loved you the way you should be loved.
I'm sorry I said all those things I shouldn't have said.
I'm sorry all those times I lost my temper at you.
I'm sorry I never gave you your due respect.
I'm sorry all those times I didn't care.
I'm sorry I was so childish.
I'm sorry I, I...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I took you for granted.

I'm truly sorry.

If only you can see these tears in my eyes,
You'll know that they are meant for you.

I love you.

I'm begging for a chance to love you once more.
If only you would be so kind,
As to turn your head around for one last time.
Take one more look at the person who loves you the most.

I'll never let you be hurt again,
Believe me.

Friday, November 19, 2004

You should just let me love you.