It's amazing,
To think of it.
How depression can drive someone to suicide.
I think it's really time,
That people take depression more seriously.
Sometimes,
I'm glad to be alive.
Sometimes I'm not.

I still think about that day.
It's hard to get over.
Still deeply etched in my memory.

Now I know how vulnerable I can be.

(Surprise! This blog is alive again!)

Nette,
I want you in my life.
I suppose the only way to make you love me,
Is to love me as a friend.
I want to be your friend forever.
Your best friend.